what a shame... − 7 September, 2006
From: AJ
To: LSDC
Aug 30, 2006 5:43 PM
Hope u r having a great week. Been crazy as usual. Am getting into the swing of things as far as school. Trying to find that balance. Talk to you later. AJ
Aug 31, 2006 1:58 AM
hello beautiful... it is REALLY good to hear from you.. omg yes CRAZY week for me as well... only crazy is NOT normal for me.. my weeks are usually fairly uneventful but this whole bike things has got me all in a tizzy i guess.. That and the market (work) has been most demanding of my attention lately. Very usually week for me i have hardly been sleeping - is crazy.
It seems i became the proud owner of a brick this evening..
hugs & kisses,
jose
Sep 1, 2006 12:42 AM
Cool bike. You will have a blast on your road trip. I have to say I am a little jealous. Used to ride (as a passenger) and even have my own custom helmet with my name on it. Also, used to ride dirt bikes as a kid. Haven't done that in a while. Well, just finishing up some homework. Need to get to bed, but you know how it is once you get into a groove. Enjoyed the other night on the phone. Sweet dreams. AJ
Sep 4, 2006 3:24 PM
Just a note to say HI and see how your weekend went. Had a great weekend, some great sex with with my Indiana guy and even rested up a bit. Ready to get back to my normal, crazy, busy schedule tomorrow. Heard from my ex and he may actually taking the kids a bit over the next couple weeks which means some free time for me. Look forward to hearing from you. AJ
Sep 4, 2006 9:15 PM
WOW ~
What a pleasant and turns out delicious way to hear from you...
mmmm
you speaking about having great sex.. What a wonderful thought... tell me MORE.. Tell me now while it is still fresh in your mind and perhaps even a little sore inside. How hot is THAT to hear about - you writing me to tell me of your rewarding sexual releases.. You ROCK AJ... But please tell me WHAT exactly makes it "GREAT SEX" for you.. inquiring minds reeeeaaallly want to know.. THANK YOU so much for sharing :-) hugs allll around !
As for myself i have been very UN-sexed lately... i know- i know usual for me but still.. it DOES happen occasionally.... I suppose i have been more than a little distracted with this whole bike trip thing lately... Su actually SHOWED up at my door at some point last week.. she was like DUDE what is UP with you ! ? ! .. i just wanted to check up on you - is not like you to not return my calls etc.. .awe - how sweet is that... she was just going home from work - was suppose to be bringing her precious daughter something to eat... but um... somehow i distract her long enough to come inside for a quickie real nice.. THAT was pretty fucking steamy.. just the un-expected-ness of it.. I just stepped out the side door to like take out the garbage or something and she was already standing at the front door getting ready to knock.. lol what timing.. we talked a little outside by my car.. she was wearing this little blue-ish sorta sparkly thing - she does hair, being self-employed and all she gets away with wearing whatever the FCK she wants... but anyway she was not expecting to stay long - she really was just stoping by to say hi and see if i was alive.. and i was SO not even THINKING about anything sexual at all.. i have been pretty much in the zone lately... 'monk-ish joe' as ABK used to call it... but yeah was nice surprise to see her after like not talking to her for a week.. and started kinda kissing and touching there in the driveway.. i am SURE the neighbors were watching - she had some new bra on and wanted to show me the matching bottoms... drool.. so i said.. well gee.. why don;t you step in for just a min... it was hot.. i think like within 120 seconds or so i was inside her....
We did not play long.. i told her sorry to make her late.. to just tell her daughter it was all my fault and to not be pissed at you.. she said not to worry she still had time... and that was that.. i have not seen her since... but yeah like sex only once in two weeks or however the fck long it has been is outrageous... but like i said i have been thinking elsewhere lately.. lol funny thing - of course this email from you has got me thinking nasty thoughts again.. Allah blesses you sweetheart...
As for my weekend itself it was AWESOME ! Which i think i shared a little of when i called as you were walking out to the rays game.. damn it man - i MEANT to check up and see who won that night.. but even that slipped my mind.. you are such a "super mom" taking the kids to the game and all.. was that a indiana man date also ? :-)
And that banana bread.. how ever did THAT turn out ? There is a huge storm brewing outside.. temperature plummeting.. probably just reaching over to your side of the world about now... but yeah - most of my weekend revolved around my motorcycle course.. most all day sat and sunday.. plus the clutch went out on my car so i was riding my BIKE 6 miles each way so yeah that ended up taking most of my day.. I TOTALLY loved it though and even MORE am looking forward to my trip now.. um.. i am not sure how much i shared with you on the phone recently but things are moving along MUCH faster than i first imagined.. I will probably be leaving town in like less than a week.. prob friday morning.. or maybe a couple days after that.. i will know more on tuesday after i talk to the dealer... i have like SO much to do.. I passed the motorcycle thing so i need to go to the DMV in the morning.. i need to pack up enough clothes and stuff for a month or perhaps alot longer in WA when i am with my sister .. am going to just pack a few boxes and SHIP them to her.. I am mostly packed for the bike portion of the trip - traveling way light.. of course as light as possible the PROBLEM is that all the way from Sioux City Iowa to Washington state the average low temp for that week is only 41 degrees... this means that for a good 3-4days or so i might have to deal with temps in the 28 to 54 range... um... what IS the wind chill factor on a bike - i think u get the idea... I am thinking i will turn off utilities to my house while i am gone. Need to change my address with all my bills and stuff from my po box to my home address then hold the mail or forward it to someone else.. i did the major house cleanup deal-y over the weekend so i have THAT out of the way - will need to mow the lawn real short one more time before i go.. just STUFF you know.. oh yeah and i have the whole no car issue working - getting towed to a friend of mine i went to high school with who owns a garage on 49th street tommorrow... funny story about him i will have to share sometime.. oh yeah and today i was biking home from the cycle gear place with the last of my pants and rain gear stuff.. stuff that they did not have in stock when i was in there last - they had it shipped in from their ft myers store cause i needed it sooner than later.. anyway i was biking back and got within 5 blocks of home and my freaking rear tire went TOTALLY flat ! LOL what are the fcking chances of THAT happening right?!?! i thought i was just hysterical.. i thought about walking the tire over to this bike shop nearby but it was kinda late and labor day - was not sure if they'd be open or how late.. so i was like fuck it - Walked my bike the rest of the way home and mowed my father's lawn instead... well not HIS lawn.. two of his properties that he rents out. - Which by the way - i had lunch (lion's club all-u-can eat fish fry) with my father "moe" and step mom "pat" this afternoon.. i told them of my plans and of course they think i am totally nuts and aren't real thrill with my choices but is ok not alot they can do about it.. they just shake their heads and hope for the best... did you think of this.. what about this.. what are you going to do if THIS happens... SO much of their life is fear-centric.. I wonder where i got my free-spirit from.. I swear they have about a 1.5million dollar net worth.. they keep like 500K in a fucking CHECKING account i kid you not.. how crazy it that.. but they are SO conservative.. i am ALWAYS trying to get my father to quit work and just chill enjoy a comfortable retirement but still somehow he does not think it is enough.. even though the house they live in has been paid for for like 20 years - they drive 20 year old cars and refuse to run the air conditioning or dry their clothes in the dryer cause it cost to much money.. yeah they are fairly nutzo.. and i thought I was a cheap bastard lol.... I tried the whole oh come on moe - you KNOW you want to join me - call work give your notice buy that brand new gold wing and lets do this trip together what an awesome father-son male bonding experience we can stay till January when ang has the baby... .. lol he just LAUGHED at me.. we are SO alike and so different at the same time..Pat said.. hey - well what happened to the whole hiking the Appalachian trail together.. remember THAT you were suppose to do THAT together.( WHICH incidental i had forgotten about TOTALLY - i swear i think i was about 13years old when we were last talking about doing that together ) . i said what DID ever happen with that?.. moe said - YOU had a JOB... lol i was like oh..... well gee i took care of THAT problem now we just need to get you to quit yours also! LOL i don't see it happening anytime soon... Oh yeah speaking of jobs - mine is in a world of hurt of late..the market is close to making new highs for the year and i am fairly deeply short thinking it is going to retrace the lows which probably means alot of nothing to you but basically since August 1st i have managed to lose 5.4 THOUSAND dollars.. ouch man!... This could start to hurt if the market does not start to drop again for me real nice... hmmm pray for another terrorist attack or something.. oh great - something is going to go down and the fcking FBI CIA NSA homeland security and Secret service are all going to be banging down my door with this email in hand - isn't the war of terror just grand?
on that note i better wrap this thing up and hit send before another lightening strike reboots my computer for the THIRD time...
(sigh)
and the REALLY bad news is that with me leaving so soon.. i am SO not going to even get the chance to put my thing inside YOUR thing and move it around real nice for us... DAMN IT MAN.. i and soooooooooooo wanted to do that, real nice... unless of course you get all reckless and invite me over even with your kids there... but i know - i know... maybe not the best thing to do and you not able to really let loose and relax and make noise like i am sure you are prone to do when things are feeling good... GOD i love it when things are feeling good for you...
more please!
kisses for u and yours,
jose
Sep 5, 2006 1:53 PM
Too bad you are leaving so soon. That's OK as long as we keep in touch while you are gone and get together when you return.
As for GREAT SEX well... It can be different at different times but always starts with great foreplay, whether on the phone, e-mail or in person. Anticipation can be half the fun. Soft, teasing (love the teasing - maybe while restrained) touches mixed in with some rough play - (maybe some nipple biting and hair pulling) is always nice. And being able to take some time and make as much noise as we want to always adds to the experience. Love it when a guy likes to do more than just FCK and use mouth and hands to explore and pleasure. How does that sound? Sounds good to me as I am touching myself here at my desk. Hope work is going well for you today.
Sep 5, 2006 2:53 PM
OH wow.....
hell yeah~
That sounds really nice... BTW i have been THINKING about you and um... well you and at work etc.... not sure if you will be READING this at work so.. i will say no more ;-)
yes it IS too bad i am leaving so soon .. but i totally agree with you on the foreplay part and the waiting part.. the anticipation part.. oh wow and you mentioned the whole restraint thing. That is WAy awesome.. can i add in a blindfold also??
Is kinda scary how sexually compatible it sounds like we are.. i feel like i SO understand what you are saying here.. and i feel the same way. I have ALOT more to add here but kinda way busy at the moment so you will just have to stay tuned for the rest of my thoughts on this matter... wow.. just.... just thanks for sharing, and i think you are awesome and of course very much looking forward to keeping in touch and as i am so fond of saying.. 'everything is foreplay'. :-)
um - as for my work day.. omg SO freaking busy today. I actually asked TT if i could use her car today so ended up getting up with my 5:37am alarm.. that is still in my phone and seems have become my permanent wake up time since our phone date night back in the day... walked over to TT's took sky to daycare and TT to work.. got a new lic. returned some stuff at the store, voted, fixed bike tire, talked to dealer in RhodeIsland about when my bike will be ready - fought with AAA on the phone, grocery shopped and promised to cook some dinner for TT and probably get some much need SX out of this day as well before it is all said and done.. .. and it is So late already - i need to get running again.. good day $$ wise as well.. made a few good trades between commercials here somewhere and market opened sharply lower over night which was good... things are looking good for me there.
i love the things you write... i really need to talk more with you sometime.
wet kisses,
Sep 6, 2006 11:36 PM
g'evening precious....What a gorgeous night it is out.. The moon is SO big.. I just got back inside from sitting out back on my little yard swing.. Was talking to my sister.. She is all excited about me coming and all talking being pregnant stuff.. It will be big fun to hang with her for a while... She seems to be hinting fairly heavily about me moving out there permanent-like.. i dunno..some how i seriously doubt it.. I am liking being a seasonal resident of Atlanta and Seattle though lol.. was way busy all day today.. Money-wise things have been fairly awesome.. no terrorist attacks but i still managed to make 5.2K dollars in only two days.. so all is right with the world again. i LOVE my job!!
omg and i seem to be So horny lately.. not sure WHAT that is all about. I suppose it is the whole going-without for so long or something lol .. but yeah i think i jacked it 3 times today.. i really want to give you more of my thoughts regarding the deliciousness of the waiting part.. but i am still distracted with the now.. Gotta get rid of my piano tomorrow.. have this guy that might come and take it early.. otherwise i have to hang out ALL DAY at my old place waiting for salvation army to come take it away.. they do not even give a time window.. just anytime between 8 and 5.. gotta find someway to ups store with 4 boxes.. i am thinking taxi lol. Expecting 3 different fed ex shipments tomorrow.. still gotta get my car towed to toby's and the bike registered in FL.. miles to go before i sleep....
shalom,
Sep 7, 2006 9:47 AM
It appears I can write e-mails from work again at least for the time being. So.... I have enjoyed your e-mails. The way you write like you are sitting right here or talking on the phone. Very nice. I am with you on the horny thing. And yes I am sure it has to do some with the lack of regular activity, but as for me, I am also in my prime (so THEY say) and I am enjoying every minute of it. We will definitely have to talk once things get settled down with you.
Sep 9, 2006 5:02 AM
"sitting right here and talking" sounds nice.. very nice. I will look forward to this very much.. is 5am.. very little sleep the last 48 hours but tis about that time.. i am outta here. This is my last email before shutting down and locking up... Weather is looking great and i am in the highest spirits.. Wish i could kiss you good bye but yes i suppose you are right - sometimes the waiting is the best part lol.... Be well and safe and keep on keeping on...
defininitley not one for chaos
joe's
Disappointed we couldn't get together before you left. :( Am wishing for company tonight. Have had a cocktail and feeling very frisky. Have a phone date with Indiana in a few. Will have to make do with some over the phone attention and my toys. What a shame.
